I can’t tell if I’m paranoid or if my hand is actually constantly shaking. Hmm..
I have a hard time figuring myself out.
I stress so much all the time about every little thing. My upcoming exams are constantly on my mind and I’m so nervous that I will walk into the exam hall and lose the ability to think and write. Yet here I am wasting away my days… I force myself to sit at home because I tell myself I should be studying, yet I just don’t do anything. I stare into space and stress some more. Why can’t I just get my shit together and focus?
I know you’re no good to me but I just can’t let you go.